Saturday, November 27, 2010

SomeOne Tell My Heart by Keyshia Cole

Salam peeps.. hope you doin' well and in good condition and shape.
just quick entry.. curently addicted to this song " Someone Tell My Heart by Keyshia Cole".this song..kind of expressing what hiden inside me..seems like i am transparent now haha. feels like some kind of telling da world my secret. things that before are covered well..hmmmm...i thought i am strong enough to stand up when standing is not easy but...
...and now...just hope that time will heal me..check it out peeps.. hope you like it too. here is the link to the music for you to download it.. and the lyrics from here.

Someone Tell My Heart-KeyShia Cole
[VERSE 1]
i try to tell myself that it's really over
that it's just too late for me to go back there
need to walk away, need to keep my pride, on with my life
gettin' sick and tired of this situation
somethin' deep inside just can't seem to face it
i'm not goin' back somehow i can't say goodbye

[CHORUS]
someone needs to tell my heart
get it to believe that it's over
tried and tried a thousand times
i'm still here
i can try to walk away but i only seem to end up nowhere
i made up mind that's the easy part..someone tell my heart
[VERSE2]
we went through the trials and the tribulations
till i finally got tired of all the waiting,
for you to come in, tell ya this was it, this I know
I deserve better, than you gave me,
I deserve better and it kills me, that i'm holdin' on,
I need to be strong, let you go
repeat [CHORUS]
Someone tell my heart, I don't love you if I can't convince myself
I just don't know what I'm gonna do
what i'm gonna do
[CHORUS]
someone tell my heart
someone tell my heart....

till then, take gud care peeps..have a gud weekend... heart broken healing session need to continue..
p/s : all pitcha from google search image

Thursday, November 25, 2010

S.A.D.N.E.S.S


pitcha ehsan google search image
Assalamualaikum peeps.. it's been long time again hurmm.. alot to say and share here but not in da rite tune and just wanna share here that i'm in da S.A.D.N.E.S.S mood rite now.. why?? coz of :-
* my lappy in da 'ICU' rite now due to the infection of virussssssss (dem u virus !!)
* all my precious data saved in D gone.. every single thingssssssssssss okeh.. all da movies, mtv, music, documents, accounts, diaries, all my assignments and the most one my pitcha with my family, frenzzz, all the pitcha i saved from first time i got my lappy..everything..gone.. just gone...leave only emptiness..

felt so angry..so damn sad..so frust and heartbroken..sgt susah untuk describe in right terms..cant stop thinking and asking what had i done actually to lose it all..but then i realize, Masya Allah..this is His ujian for me and i supposed to accept it coz Allah SWT takkan uji hambaNya dengan sesuatu yang diluar kemampuan hambaNya.and i did not do anything but crying,whiming and being in such bad mood which is really effected people around me.. such a HEMO..too bad..

sorry cant say much.. tears keep falling down..take gud care peeps and remember to back up ur stuff.. ..banyak2 pun xpe. and always keep in ur mind to appreciate what important and precious to you coz we neevr know when we goin' to lose it one day..please pray for me that this lost wont bring me down like before..