S.A.D.N.E.S.S

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Assalamualaikum peeps.. it's been long time again hurmm.. alot to say and share here but not in da rite tune and just wanna share here that i'm in da S.A.D.N.E.S.S mood rite now.. why?? coz of :-
* my lappy in da 'ICU' rite now due to the infection of virussssssss (dem u virus !!)
* all my precious data saved in D gone.. every single thingssssssssssss okeh.. all da movies, mtv, music, documents, accounts, diaries, all my assignments and the most one my pitcha with my family, frenzzz, all the pitcha i saved from first time i got my lappy..everything..gone.. just gone...leave only emptiness..

felt so angry..so damn sad..so frust and heartbroken..sgt susah untuk describe in right terms..cant stop thinking and asking what had i done actually to lose it all..but then i realize, Masya Allah..this is His ujian for me and i supposed to accept it coz Allah SWT takkan uji hambaNya dengan sesuatu yang diluar kemampuan hambaNya.and i did not do anything but crying,whiming and being in such bad mood which is really effected people around me.. such a HEMO..too bad..

sorry cant say much.. tears keep falling down..take gud care peeps and remember to back up ur stuff.. ..banyak2 pun xpe. and always keep in ur mind to appreciate what important and precious to you coz we neevr know when we goin' to lose it one day..please pray for me that this lost wont bring me down like before..